Tuesday, June 21, 2011

its time

i'm here  finally   on the right day   in the right place

back where shit went south the first time

pardon any typos i have   you see im outside of town

in a forest  about 60 feet away from it


i had to let you know

fuck

im covered in mud  fucking rain all over the place the last few days
and its there  really there again  just as i knew itd be


ive thought about what you guys have said

that maybe it wanted me to do this   probably
but dammit i have to take a chance that i can kill this fucking thing
weaken it at least
weaken the monster

so i came here  with the bones
no fancy tool made from them   no chair  no crossbow  no golem

sorry to disappoint

i put black tape on my mask, covering them up a bit more, allowing only a small bit of vision
so i could avoid the eyes

cant let it get me again
never

fuck

i had to crawl up to it    kept pushing me down
to the roots

they touch you   you get all numb there
and weak
was wearing gloves   it helped

i crawled up to its base
blood pulsing from beneath the bark
a body in each branch

amelia
slice
i dunno the others names


ill bury them when this is done
i can at least do that
before i turn myself in

wait

why is slice up there

slice

howd he get up there

body on each damn limb of it
still fresh
even hers

i dont get

i just
fuck

i crouched down beside it
and i reached up
and jammed that bone right in its fucking eye

kelley

nothing

again

porify  or whatever the fuck his name is

slice

rika

not sure

the eye dimmed maybe
cant tell
have to blind it
have to kill it

other eye

the two i dont know

adam

amelia


its still here
fucking alive

fuck
why do i have to fail
why cant i ever

i have to
find a way
i just
fuck

no cant accept it
gotta find a way
cant stop me
has to die
have to die

heh

just
forget about me
forget
please

just a failure


no hero

here
but damn
maybe i can

heh heh ehhh

oh

thats it


fuck

heheh

hahahahaaaaa

right
of course

hold on

ill explain soon

2 comments:

  1. ...
    Hope you enjoy your cushy little seat in the afterlife, 'cause it seems that's where you're headin'.
    Zero... if you need anything delivered...
    This time, s'on me.
    Understand?
    That's all I can offer y'right now.

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  2. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zjv3rjw4l_4

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